TIREDNESS AS A SIGN OF REALIGNMENT
Putting aside true
physical exhaustion from overdoing things that requires sleep, there is
another kind of tiredness. The personality can also get tired. It’s not
a spiritual exhaustion as a soul doesn’t really get tired. It’s the
personality trying to find meaning, trying to keep up, trying to figure
out the significance of signs or events, deciding who’s right, attaching
to outcomes of goals and the effort of trying to get life right.
Tiredness shows up in
different ways.
Getting tired after
waking up from past realities but we are still operating from old
personality habits. Our inner clarity may be real, but the way of living
hasn’t caught up yet. Parts of life are still being created from thought
instead of evolving from a deeper natural flow. That is what drains us.
Tiredness can also creep
in once we’ve seen through the stories and narratives and realized old
beliefs and authorities no longer carry weight, but we still have to
function every day and make choices based on what we know isn’t true
anymore.
Tiredness can often occur
after someone wakes up and gets very enthusiastic, full of expectations
that the masses will find all this out any minute and peace and harmony
is just around the corner. When that doesn’t happen the way we imagine,
the personality can think it has failed. It can feel weary from the
effort and the loss. But this is a stage of maturity. It is where we
learn about divine timing and how things need to occur in a way that
provides wisdom but with as little trauma and disruption as possible.
This can be quite a milestone for the soul as the expectations of the
personality can dissolve and the soul’s natural intelligence emerges.
Another type of tiredness
can also appear when emotions and old reactions are coming to the
surface. This is a clearing. It shows that awakening is not just a
change in how we see things, but a change of living them as well. As
these old layers release, the personality gradually stops running the
show and the soul becomes the one that acts.
Tiredness isn’t a
condition we tolerate and work through. Exhaustion, tiredness, and fog
have a reason. It is a message for us. Often, it’s showing us we’re
letting ourselves be directed from our head instead of simply speaking
and acting from guidance given inside the eternal flow of universal
energy.
We are not here to cope
or to manage symptoms. We are here to let what is not true fall away and
live from what already knows how to flow. When that shift takes place,
tiredness fades because we are no longer fighting the current, we are
moving with it.
Love,
Sandy Stevenson
9.1.26